My fiance has been struggling a lot lately with this and it’s taking a toll on me. I’m doing all I can and all I know how to do but it’s getting really hard and exhausting to deal with the constant cycle of abuse and then apology and then abuse and then apology over and over and over again for months. Usually day by day. I have convinced her to go to a counselor for help and she has an appointment set and seemed willing but she has kept up the cycle of drinking and I’m afraid she’ll just ignore it or pretend to go. If anyone has experience helping a loved one through overcome this I would appreciate the help. She is an absolutely wonderful person when she is sober and I love her with all my heart but I’m not sure what else I can do and I don’t want the rest of my life to consist of this.

  • intensely_human@lemm.ee
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    1 year ago

    The only thing that one human being can do for another human being with an addiction is to love them as honestly and as consistently as possible.

    It’s really about focusing on the self, more than focusing on the other person. Basically, you need to give them some hope that the world might be a worthwhile place to be. And you do that by being your best self.

    I know it sounds vague, so I’ll try to be more specific. You need to make your side of the interface with that person as clean and as healthy as possible.

    Specifically:

    • Tell them the truth (including bad news)
    • Keep your promises to them
    • Don’t make promises to them you can’t keep

    People get addicted because their moment to moment awareness is too full of pain to withstand.

    For some people, the pain is simple. Their back is in agony, or the withdrawal from their last hit is grinding at them. For these people you can do nothing.

    For others, the pain is harder to see and understand: the world is meaningless, their life is hopeless, they are surrounded by a world of shit, they can’t trust, etc. For these people you can’t do much. All you can do is make your little part of the world functional, so that in you they find reason to trust, evidence of meaning, a possibility of a world that isn’t shit.

    99% of the work is still hers to do, not yours. But that 1% consists of being consistent and healthy in your dealings with her.

    Now here comes the hard part. This is where you face your own real demons, for your sake and for hers. And I think the place to start that journey is:

    What is it that you have to heal within yourself, so that you are no longer the kind of person to accept abuse?

    Is there any way that you simultaneously stop accepting her abuse of you and give her greater hope of a world worth living in? I think there is. I think, in fact, it might be the same thing.

    But it’s going to have to start with a serious, deep look into your own darkness, into the stinky, rotten parts of your own soul that are so scary to you that you’d rather accept abuse than look directly at them.

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      1 year ago

      It sounds really beautiful and all, but the abuse will stay unless real consequences wake them up. Consequences that they cannot talk themselves out of, since they usually are real good talkers.

      So take care of yourself, leave them be in their misery or stay a victim. I know what I would choose.