I can’t get therapy. If my mom finds out, she’s gonna start a new drama and i don’t really want to go through it rn

You’re a party pooper

Shit in the forest and pee in the bushes. Reject modernity, embrace traditions

Getting therapy is very far rn. I’ll have to move out, get a job, and then therapy. At the moment, the best I can do is work on myself to the best of my ability

Thanks a lot! I deleted reddit and sort of decided to vent in my journals but she could read it and if she does… I’m glad that people here are supportive. I don’t have anyone IRL to vent so I’m really grateful ❤️

I’ve already given up on helping her. I’ve long since realised she only uses me as an outlet for her frustrations. Idk what disorder she has but I’m certain she has given me bipolar disorder (I haven’t been diagnosed but I’m very certain).

What I hate about myself is that i still wish to trust her. I still wish she accepts me… Not anymore though. After her last episode of drama, I’ve given up. I will work on forming better relationships outside. My blood relatives have all been assholes.