I was always so concerned about “not looking weird/suspicious” around young girls. You’d think that would have helped me figure it out, but in hindsight it was purely a way to avoid confronting my own attractions. Glad you were able to overcome it as well :)
I also had the idea that as I aged the people in my fantasies were “supposed” to age up as well. I remember specifically thinking “it’s not pedophilic if I’m close in age”. I used that line of reasoning to stay in denial about my minor attraction when I was young. The fact that I’m also attracted to adults only made it harder for me to recognize that I really am attracted to minors.
I thought I was straight, went through the denial stage with being gay as well as with being a map. It was a very similar process for both of them, but it still took me years after accepting I like men to accept that I like kids too.
This particular video isn’t mine, but I do tribs occasionally and would be open to requests! I plan to post some of my stuff here on this community at some point soon
I used keybase briefly a couple years ago. Got bad vibes from some of the people I met and didn’t stick around. Had the same experience with some Matrix chats I’ve come across.
I love finding Loli communities but I prefer to keep barriers between myself and any cp or irl content, as I am not interested in viewing or sharing such content. I felt like I was just one wrong click away from seeing something dangerous on some of those places. Much prefer Burggit’s style.
That said, if you know of a chill community I wouldn’t mind checking them out!
w-what do those do 
Also I’m not typically into this but I’d eat her ass like my life depended on it
I realize now I have a more obscure (I think) fetish! I’m really into SoF / SoP (Semen on figure/picture). Basically cum tributes, where someone cums on an anime figure or a picture. I love seeing the dick pulse and the anime figure get covered~
Here are some loli-based examples
I find it fascinating that you require both the victim to enjoy it and also not give their consent. I think I completely understand it though, I’ve always found it a lot more hot when victims get pleasure from stuff like this. Difference is I still find both fully consensual sex and full on rape with no pleasure for the victim hot. It’s all fantasy stuff anyway so it can be anything you want!
I agree that keeping the victim rather than killing them is hot. Keep them chained up in the basement as a toy. I heard of a real life case of a woman (Kala Brown I believe) being kidnapped and held in a shipping container as a sex slave for a few months. Iirc she managed to convince the criminal that she was into him and cooperated enough to stay alive. Very interesting and fucked up story.
Combining kinks gets weird fast and I love it. Adding Loli to anything instantly makes it hotter imo. I’m curious, what is it about giving birth that turns you on? I’ve never had any kinks related to birth so I’d love to hear.
I haven’t heard of any - and if there were I bet you the car companies would do everything they can to prevent you from installing it.
Junko Furuta is a classic example. I agree with you on the drawn out nature of it. The amount of details we know about the timeline really sells it. The group nature enhances it for me, gang rape is hot hehe. Torture stuff can be really hit or miss for me but I usually find that stuff morbidly fascinating at least.
I’m new here, but I’ve been looking around and I haven’t noticed any far-right flavored lunacy. I really appreciate that, and I’m curious. Do you take any specific action to achieve that? Or do you think it is more of a natural outcome of burggit/lemmy culture?
My Mormon upbringing also contributed to my interest in young girls. Couldn’t tell you exactly why but the sexual repression and general objectification of the girls my age had something to do with it.
Jealous. I grew up with a lot of shame and it’s taken me many years to strip it away.